So I seen you yesterday.

You looked shocked that I was there, and then you came up to me and asked for a hug.
I hugged you, and all I could think was 'Stay forever, forget her and I'll forget him'. But I knew I had to let go.
You kept making comments about when we were going out.
I would give anything to run away with you, were no-one will judge or stop us from being together.
Why has this year been horrible for us?
I want to be with you.


But you have her, I have him.
You seem that you don't want to be with her, but your just with her because she is the only one that you can be with.
I don't know weither I truly love him.
I want to leave but i will hurt him and will be hurt because I wont be with you.
But if i stay I will be living a lie and I will say that I love him with all i have, but the truth is that you mean more to me then him.

I wish this was 'Love' was easier and I just wish it wouldnt eat me alive.


</3 God please tell me what to do :''(