My New Years Resolutions

1. To be with him forever!
2. Never regret any moments in 2011!
3. To live my life to the fullest!
4. To forget the people I had in my life, and be glad to have those people in my life at that time!
5. Forget bitches who lye to my face!
6. Tell wankers what I really think about them!
7. To not let people push me around!
8. To be myself aound my friends and family!
9. To hate those people who screw with my head!
10. To stop counting on this blog!! LOL!!

he's the one that completes me. the one i have loved the most through the years. the one that i want to have cuddles with every minute. he completes me in a million ways that i can't explain. the way he holds me tight like he never wants me to move. the way we lye together at his house and never takes eyes off each others. the way he sneaks behind the door and scares me when i walk through. the way he controls my movement when he pushes me up against the wall to kiss me. the way he kisses me makes me breathless and want more. or maybe just even the way he looks at me makes me feel like the only one in the whole world.

i really do love you and i don't want anything to change... ily...

ms jelly-fish xx

Why does it always have to go pass you? Why cant i live a normal life without you interfering with it? Yeah maybe it is life but i have to experience stuff at this age! You told me that you did the same thing when you were my age... SO WHY CANT I DO THE SAME?????

i hate that i have to listen to them bag you all of the time... i hate the fact i have to try and forget every single moment i had with you... I wanna leave! Get away from all of them! Run away with you so i can be with you forever! iloveyou and atm i dont care where my future lies with you all i want is to have you hold me every single time! i love you!

You are my father, but u never acted like mine! For fucking three years I havent talked to u and ignoring the friendship requests from you... What do u think I am a fucking teenager that regrets not having u in my life???? Well I got fucking news for you! I shall never act like ur fucking daughter and I am never excepting u in my life again!!! So face the fucking fact!!!!!!! U made me believe ur fucking lies for years!! Saying that my mother didnt want me! Or maybe U WOULDNT GIVE ME BACK!!!!!!
Fuck i hate you!

Are you my future?
I dont know!
Do u know how i feel atm?
I dont know!
Do u love me the way i love u?
I dont know!

I sit here by myself thinking of you.

Your the special person I don't have to hide from.

I love the way you care and say sweet things about me.

But there is a feeling I just don't know,

Is it easy or, is it hard, or is it both?

All I know is it is you I dream about,

It is you who I think about,

And it is you who I possibly love!

I have never felt like this with someone like you,

Someone like you who messages me every day.

Someone like you who laughs at my stupid jokes and thoughts.

That's what I love about you,

how you dream,

how you say you missed me,

and how you kiss me on the cheek.

Other girls don't respect you like I do,

talk to you the same as I do,

think of you like I do,

say that I love you like I do.

You are my one and only for now...

Is it forever???

Love Miss Jelly-Fish xxx 

Kisses and cuddles

are ALWAYS

the best treatment

:)

Past+Now

He hurt me,

You love me.

He made me cry,

You made me laugh

I hate him 

I love you...